뒤돌아 봤을 때
dwidora bwasseul ttae
When I looked back
생각보다 멀리
saenggakboda meolli
I had come farther than I thought
와있었어 난 혼자였고
waisseosseo nan honjayeossgo
I was all alone,
문득 겁이 났지
mundeuk geobi nassji
and all of a sudden I feared
내가 날 봤을 때
naega nal bwasseul ttae
When I looked at myself,
지쳐있단 사실을
jichyeoissdan sasireul
I didn’t know that I was exhausted
몰랐었어 난 외로웠고
mollasseosseo nan oerowossgo
I was all alone,
문득 겁이 났지
mundeuk geobi nassji
and all of a sudden I feared
넌 잘하고 있어 헷갈릴 때면
neon jalhago isseo hesgallil ttaemyeon
You’re doing well
여태 그랬던 것처럼 그냥 Go
yeotae geuraessdeon geoscheoreom geunyang go
When you become confused, just like you’ve done so far, just go
너답게 해 너는 너를 알아
neodapge hae neoneun neoreul ara
Just do yourself, you know yourself
연습했잖아 한 수 천 번은 말야
yeonseuphaessjanha han su cheon beoneun marya
You practiced around a few thousand times
좌절 한 두 번 이젠 시시해
jwajeol han du beon ijen sisihae
Broke down once or twice, now it’s nothing
원래 기회라는 건 인생의 위기에
wonrae gihoeraneun geon insaengui wigie
Opportunity has always meant (you know it) standing up again at life’s crisis
넌 알잖아 다시 일어나는 법
neon aljanha dasi ireonaneun beop
You said you’re going on a trip to heaven
천국여행 간다며 어서 싸 캐리어
cheongugyeohaeng gandamyeo eoseo ssa kaerieo
Quickly pack your suitcase
멈추지 마라 아직 할 일 많아
meomchuji mara ajik hal il manha
Don’t stop, you still have lots of work to do
뒷바라지하는 부모님의 사진봐
dwisbarajihaneun bumonimui sajinbwa
Look at the photo of your parents who look after you
넌 동생들의 거울이자 가족들의 별
neon dongsaengdeurui geourija gajokdeurui byeol
You’re your dongsaeng’s mirror as well as your family’s star
네가 잠을 줄여야만
nega jameul juryeoyaman
I musn’t sleep
그들이 편하게 숙면
geudeuri pyeonhage sukmyeon
so that they can sleep comfortably
야 이 병신아 티 좀 내지마
ya i byeongsina ti jom naejima
Hey you r*tard, don’t be so obvious
마음 단단히 먹어 알아 외롭지만
maeum dandanhi meogeo ara oeropjiman
Stand strong, I know, even if you’re lonely
견뎌내야 돼
gyeondyeonaeya dwae
You need to endure this
눈물 흘리냐 사내새끼가
nunmul heullinya sanaesaekkiga
Are your tears falling, you b*stard
뚝 그치고 다시 들어 책임감
ttuk geuchigo dasi deureo chaegimgam
Stop crying and raise it again, your responsibility
eh 아무것도 보기 싫었을 때
eh amugeosdo bogi silheosseul ttae
Eh when I didn’t want to see anything
억지로 눈을 부릅뜬 건
eokjiro nuneul bureuptteun geon
I forced my eyes open
그냥 겁나서
geunyang geopnaseo
because I just feared
덜컥 겁이 나서 그래 u eh o
deolkeok geobi naseo geurae u eh o
It was because I suddenly became afraid eh oh
아무 말도 하기 싫었을 때
amu maldo hagi silheosseul ttae
When I didn’t want to speak at all,
일부러 목소릴 높인 건
ilbureo moksoril nopin geon
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is no other reason
겁이 나 난 겁이 나
geobi na nan geobi na
I fear, I fear
입버릇처럼 말했어
ipbeoreuscheoreom malhaesseo
I said it like a habit
언제나 나는 나를 믿어
eonjena naneun nareul mideo
“I always trust myself”
상대는 없다며
sangdaeneun eopsdamyeo
“There is no opponent”
But enemy was in my mirror
계속된 싸움에 이성을 잃었었나봐
gyesokdoen ssaume iseongeul ilheosseossnabwa
I must’ve lost my mind because of the continuous fight
내가 나를 죽였어
naega nareul jugyeosseo
I killed myself
엄마도 내 눈치를 봐
eommado nae nunchireul bwa
My mom has become wary of me
대중의 관심을 받는 게 eh
daejungui gwansimeul batneun ge eh
To receive the attention of the public eh,
CCTV 속에 사는 게 eh
CCTV soge saneun ge eh
to live inside a CCTV eh
한곳만 죽어라 팠는데
hangosman jugeora passneunde
I dug at one place to the point of death
그게 내 무덤이 될 수도
geuge nae mudeomi doel sudo
The fact that this might become my grave
있다는 게 무서웠어
issdaneun ge museowosseo
scare me
아버지 날 보고 있다면
abeoji nal bogo issdamyeon
Father, if you’re looking at me
정답을 알려줘
jeongdabeul allyeojwo
Tell me the answer
어른이 되기엔 난 어리고 여려
eoreuni doegien nan eorigo yeoryeo
I’m much too young and fragile to be an adult
아직도 방법을 모르고
ajikdo bangbeobeul moreugo
I still don’t know the way
부딪히는 짓만 하기엔
budijhineun jisman hagien
I know now that it hurts too much to keep hitting myself over something
너무 아프다는 걸
neomu apeudaneun geol
Maybe it’s too late now
이제 알았어 너무 늦었나봐
ije arasseo neomu neujeossnabwa
To just keep stupidly whipping
무식하게 채찍질만 하기엔
musikhage chaejjikjilman hagien
There are too many wounds
아물지 않은 상처가 너무 많아
amulji anheun sangcheoga neomu manha
that won’t close
eh 아무것도 보기 싫었을 때
eh amugeosdo bogi silheosseul ttae
Eh when I didn’t want to see anything
억지로 눈을 부릅뜬 건
eokjiro nuneul bureuptteun geon
I forced my eyes open
그냥 겁나서
geunyang geopnaseo
because I just feared
덜컥 겁이 나서 그래 u eh o
deolkeok geobi naseo geurae u eh o
It was because I suddenly became afraid eh oh
아무 말도 하기 싫었을 때
amu maldo hagi silheosseul ttae
When I didn’t want to speak at all,
일부러 목소릴 높인 건
ilbureo moksoril nopin geon
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is no other reason
겁이 나 난 겁이 나
geobi na nan geobi na
I fear, I fear
자꾸 겁이 나
jakku geobi na
I keep getting afraid
난 모든 게 감사해
nan modeun ge gamsahae
I’m thankful for everything
내 종교를 떠나서
nae jonggyoreul tteonaseo
Ignoring my religion
6년 전부터 이 꼬맹이를
6nyeon jeonbuteo i kkomaengireul
From the corrupted directors
이용하려 했던
iyongharyeo haessdeon
who tried to use this boy
악덕 대표님들 조차
akdeok daepyonimdeul jocha
6 years ago
날 구원해준 지금의 회사도
nal guwonhaejun jigeumui hoesado
To my current agency that rescued me
이 무대를 내어준 수많은 참가자도
i mudaereul naeeojun sumanheun chamgajado
For the numerous contestants who allowed this stage
남자의 삶을 알려준
namjaui salmeul allyeojun
For my uncle in heaven
하늘에 계신 큰아빠도
haneure gyesin keunappado
who taught me how men live
가족 내 어깨들과
gajok nae eokkaedeulgwa
For my family, my shoulders
형제 같은 멤버들도
hyeongje gateun membeodeuldo
Even my members who are like brothers
딱 오늘까지만 위로를 받고
ttak oneulkkajiman wiroreul batgo
I’ll receive consolation just until today and
내일부턴 겁쟁이가 아닌
naeilbuteon geopjaengiga anin
From tomorrow,
성숙해진 나로
seongsukhaejin naro
I’ll be mature instead of being a coward
eh 아무것도 보기 싫었을 때
eh amugeosdo bogi silheosseul ttae
Eh when I didn’t want to see anything
억지로 눈을 부릅뜬 건
eokjiro nuneul bureuptteun geon
I forced my eyes open
그냥 겁나서
geunyang geopnaseo
because I just feared
덜컥 겁이 나서 그래 u eh o
deolkeok geobi naseo geurae u eh o
It was because I suddenly became afraid eh oh
아무 말도 하기 싫었을 때
amu maldo hagi silheosseul ttae
When I didn’t want to speak at all,
일부러 목소릴 높인 건
ilbureo moksoril nopin geon
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is no other reason
겁이 나 난 겁이 나
geobi na nan geobi na
I fear, I fear
자꾸 겁이 나
jakku geobi na
I keep getting afraid
